i'm happy

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...and things improved, little by little, until the tiny seed grew to be a beautiful, smiling rose who basked in sunshine

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released August 10, 2016

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atlas Terre Haute, Indiana

hey, i'm atlas.

i rap for people on the internet, and also make acoustic music and other stuff.

i'm here to try to make people happy.

here's to hoping i succeed!

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Track Name: all night long
breathe in on a friday morning
breathe out on a sunday night
this weekend is just so boring
i held my breath, but woke up alright
breathe in on a sunday morning
breathe out on a friday night
this week has been so boring
but i'm glad i turned out alright

so i'll inhale smoke for an hour
exhale smoke through the windowframe
i hope these things devour... me
and maybe then i won't feel no pain
'cause my time is running out
my clock is tickin' now
my life is getting shorter
and my body's shutting down

show me the way
show me your face
show me a reason
to stay in this place

and i might lay here all night long and think
open my eyes to the miniscule things that i never could see
'cause i thought they'd shrink
and i might lay here all night long and think
open my eyes to the miniscule things that i never could see
'cause i thought they'd shrink

wake up on a rainy morning
pass out on a snowy night
need lunch but i can't afford it
i'm eating bread tonight
pass out on a sunny morning
wake up on a scortching eve
it's 6 pm and i'm just
getting out of bed it seems

my death is creeping closer
my life's so far away
but what have i accomplished?
i guess it's hard to say
'cause my mind is going crazy
my hair is falling out
my body's weak and lazy now
i'm dead without a doubt

show me the way
show me your face
show me my future
where i fade away

and i might lay here all night long and think
open my eyes to the miniscule things that i never could see
'cause i thought they'd shrink
and i might lay here all night long and think
open my eyes to the miniscule things that i never could see
'cause i thought they'd shrink
and i might lay here all night long and think
open my eyes to the miniscule things that i never could see
'cause i thought they'd shrink
and i might lay here all night long and think
open my eyes to the miniscule things that i never could see
'cause i thought they'd shrink
Track Name: where am i going?
passing out and sleeping in
all these dreams i creep within
i'm watching sunlight
turn to moonlight in my room

it is nothing but the truth
these words that i speak to you
they are so cold inside my mouth
they feel like ice

i don't know
who i am
what's my name
where's my house (x3)

i don't know
who i am
where the fuck
am i going?
waking up, 2 pm
all these sweat beads on my chin
don't remember any dreams
nor do i ever

and i'm awake, that is for sure
but am i living? i don't ask no more
'cause i died back in 2004
at just six years old

i don't know
who i am
what's my name
where's my house (x3)

i don't know
who i am
where the fuck
am i going?
Track Name: organs
i have been breathing with upside down lungs
exhaling oxygen shaped like songs
all of these breaths, when they exit my chest
refuse to assist me in righting my wrongs

and i have been watching through backwards eyes
seeing nothing but thoughts i've invented
and each of those images, though it's familiar
never quite matches up with my intentions
Track Name: come and stay
days turn into nights turn into weeks turn into months
and i'm still calling you on skype each, every night to say "what's up?"
paypal money turns to pizza, pizza turns to gaining weight
and weight is lost when summer comes and melts it all away

but hey, at least i'm here
for one more year
to waste away

and i'll say "hey"
won't you come and stay?

months turn into years turn into decades into lives
and by the end of it i'm hoping that you'll still be by my side
but if my hopefulness is thrown away and somehow you have slipped away
then i'll still happily remember all the lovely times we had, 'cause

but hey, at least i'm here
for one more year
to waste away

and i'll say "hey"
won't you come and stay?
Track Name: dear, ____
dear everyone i've disappointed
i know it's been a while
i'm sorry that i'm so ugly
when i smile

and dear family i've avoided
'cause i'm scared to be in groups
i swear that i don't hate you
and i hope you love me too

dear friends who i've not seen
in at least three months
i'm just scared to leave my house
feel free to say what's up

and dear lovers i've neglected
most of you have sucked
so those who did can fuck right off
but otherwise good luck

and dear self, hey, cheer the fuck up
and dear self, hey, smile a bit
and dear self, you're beautiful
forget what you see, your eyes are shit
and dear self, hey, cheer the fuck up
and dear self, hey, crack a joke
and dear self, you're fun to hang with
and dear self, i love you so